We, the Fragment
,
by Billie Lee
volume 5
                                                                         we
                                                                         ,    


                                                 the
                                  fragment




Billie Lee






To the diaspora of your desires, to the intimate deserts. 
And if you grow, your desert likewise grows. 
If you come out of the hole, 
the world lets you know 
that there is no place 
for your kind in its nations. 
Why did you put me in this world 
if only for me to be lost in it?
—Hélène Cixous

                             



                                we
                                ,

  
                                 the 
                fragment 


                                                           born 
                                  of
                 rupture



stripped 
                                                                                                                of

future                                                                                                                   & 


                                                                               magic





                                                                              suspended      in          mid-air



,
                                                                            before       
                                                                  flight

                   .
              
                                                                                                              we, 

            gene
rations 
                                 b
                                 o
                                 u
                                 n
                                 d


                                                  in the

                                  wreckage
 

                                                                        ,
                                                                        refract
                                                  ing 


                                 Wondrousness
                                                  !

                                                  the soul 


cannot 

                                                  bear
                                                  .  


                    sway 

                                                                                                 by
sway



                     secret
 

by 



               
                                                                                                              secret



                                  syllable                                                              by





                                                                                         syllable






                                                            g athering


                                                                                         a chronology


                   by               a 
different


                                                 name




                                                                                                Time,
                                                                                                bent

sway by sway secret by secret syllable
by syllable
dancing  backwards imagine a multitude    , from the scattering ruin  and  revolution . “don’t  you  forget it” , it said.   pregnant   with  remembrance       , i l l u M i n a t e u s

Billie Lee. we, the fragment, 2020. Animation by Hannah Kim.

Billie Lee is an artist, writer, and educator. Her arts practice examines language, materiality, and embodiment informed by diasporic histories and Pan-Asian cosmologies. As a writer and researcher, her work is concerned with minoritarian knowledges and the cultural politics of art and education. She holds a BFA from the Rhode Island School of Design, an MFA from Yale University, and is a doctoral candidate in American Studies at the University of Hawai‘i at Mānoa.